Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby

Today is 5 Feb 2012.

没有baby的第十九天。

It is the 19th day after our breakup.

Today is the 2nd last day of Chinese New Year and I still have not met baby 4 a single day of it. This Chinese New Year is definitely the worst of my entire life. I am still hoping I can c baby 4 a breakfast a movie and a walk. I miss everything about you. I miss our time together so much. 我好想回到五年前。我们就可以重新开始。It is actually 元宵节 when I am writing this post. How I wish we can spend a few hrs together. 我对你的思念好深好深。

Just now b4 the dinner, a few of them asked bout you. I really can't bear to say we had broken up. It would have been so wonderful if baby had gone 2 the dinner wif me. We would certainly had gone 2 play mj wif sis n sh or we definitely would have programs. Without baby, all we could do was return 2 our respective homes. We really miss you baby. Why did you have to leave us? I am really sad.

I was super happy when u called me just now. It was a really happy chat. It brought back the happy memories of the past. I love sharing wif baby about everything. I love telling you everything. I love toking 2 u. Those few mins were the happiest period of my past 1 mth plus. I yearn 4 yr call everyday. Even when I am typing now, I am still hoping you would call me back. Baby said you will call me in awhile de. I guess u muz be 2 tired le. I could tell u were very tired when I heard yr voice. It must b due to yr period approaching in this few days. I really hope you are sleeping soundly now. I hope u did not lie on yr aircon controller or sth or else u will have bodyache later in the morning. Please have enuf slp. Really hope no 1 will disturb yr slp coz baby is such a light sleeper. Slp well baby!!

I just listened to If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys.

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

Nothing else matters 2 me if I ain't got you with me baby. I miss you.

I love you - those three words have my life in them.