Today is 21 Feb 2012.
没有baby的第三十五天。
It is the 35th day after our breakup.
Baby msged me saying she was very tired, emo and sad. How I wish I could be by her side giving her a warm hug and sayang baby. I used to sayang baby when she is having her period and she will feel betta... I will apply ruyi oil for baby as she is scared of the oil. She is just like a baby. So cute so cute. I really hope your menstrual cramps will not be so pain in the future. I feel so helpless when u are in such pain but I can't do anything to relieve yr pain.
I went on my routine walk after work. Walking and walking seems like an escape for me. I always have the feeling that maybe one day I will walk and meet baby along the way but actually it is impossible. I just 1 time to pass as fast as possible so I just kept walking. When I walked to raffles city, I thought of asking Zeyanb for dinner as mum did not cook. I walked all the way back to OCBC building as he was there and went back his shop 2 calculate the money. Met up with Wenqi and a few of her friends. I certainly felt out of place as I dun really like her frens n they were very fake ppl.
Baby called me ard 1045pm and I was shocked. I did not expect Baby to still go n teach till so late. She was contemplating a meet up but in the end she felt that she was still not ready to meet me. I totally understand her so I did not force her. I am alrdy very contented with her occasional msgs and calls. I really dare not ask for more.
Chatted with baby for awhile b4 she fell aslp. She was so tired. I really hope baby can slp well everyday! I miss you so much baby!
I love you.
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