I am contented just by seeing you

It is my 2nd entry in less than 24hrs.

It is a happy day 4 me. I watched a movie.

I am really proud to have been her dearie 4 1836days. I just hope baby will not neglect her own health coz she 1 2 slim down. You are so beautiful baby. You really are. I can seriously tell you how many ppl were looking at you. They must b wondering how you r so beautiful and not appear on tv yet.

I miss you so much. I want 2 have a fun day wif baby!!! Dun worry baby... You r not giving me false hope. I know we are totally finished. I am no longer harbouring any tot of us getting back together. I am contented just by seeing you.

Thank you baby princess. I love you.

"Any minute I'm not with you, I hope I'll see you soon. There's just something that happens when you walk into the room. And instantly, I feel so complete. It hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek. And you give me this feeling, it's like no other feeling, but it knocks me off my feet."

I raise my hand to your cheeks and I can feel my heart skip a beat "Being with you is like dancing in the summer rain. It's like sleeping in my own bed after I've been away for too long. It's like miles of highway stretching out before me, with no other cars in view. It's like running through sprinklers on a scorching day. It's like receiving a letter I've waited so long for. It's like finishing a five thousand-piece puzzle. Life's not perfect, but when you're with me, it's pretty damn close."

我真的真的好想你。

Today is 25th March 2012.

没有baby的第六十八天。

It is the 68th day after our breakup.

It has been 24 days since I last posted an entry. The reason why I had stopped 4 almost a month is becoz everytime I write an entry I will feel so terrible. I dun feel gd today. I dunnoe if I did the right thing yestersday. I really feel so guilty.

Time really passes so quickly.... It will soon be 3months without baby by my side. Life without baby is really tough and sad. Do you even know how much I miss u everyday? How I wish baby was with me juz now when we took a picture 4 mum's birthday. My family is simply incomplete without baby. I know it is no longer possible to have another foto with me or my family. My baby might have already been in YU KEN MIN's family portrait already.

I really hope you are happy now. I hope you will take good care of yrself. I wish your health will improve and u will be less stressed.

I love you. I really do. It pains my heart to accept the fact that u are in his arms n not mine but I know I have to accept it slowly. I still dream of you frequently and I hope you will still remember me.

我真的真的好想你。